Oke .,here's the thing is I don't know anything about him, where he lives, what kind of neighborhood he was living in. By that time I just clueless. Then something came to my mind is 'lahaula wala quwwata illa billah' ., I'm not saying anything. Only one word. 'Insyaallah'.
Aq sih ingetnya ibu q bilang 'Jalani aja dulu siapa tau baik untuk Kamu, yang ibu liat sih sopan anaknya biar agak pendiem dan suaranya pelan sekali' #tipikal mas mas kan gitu ya?? Kalem Kalem gimanaaa gitu# aheuu. Ibu q kasih rumus lagi, 'sering istikharah sama tahajud biar diliatin Baik apa ngga nya'.
Subhanallah singkat kata aq ga tau berasa kok chemistry jadi nambah terus. Ya lewat mimpi dsb blablabla. Padahal itu bulan ke tiga kami berkomitmen. Dan satu bulan hanya sekali ketemunya. It means only three times.
Terus dari situ, hubungan kami agak bermasalah. He was doubting LDR. #bdg-cilegon#. Well we never know how strong the relationship without any trouble, right? Just say it that way.
And we had time out just to think how badly we want this. It happened for almost a month. But then, I don't know what came through his mind. #let say Allah 'Maha Kuasa Penggerak dan Pembolak balik Hati'. He suddenly proposed me. 2nd time. This time was officially. Kali ini keluarga bakal dia bawa langsung ke bandung. Then 'bang'. The Proposal was Accepted.
Just like the other couple. We arranged our marriage.
Past 6 month, then here comes the D-Day. Aq ga tau orang lain mengalaminya juga atau ngga. Tapi yang jelas aq tidak bisa tidur sama sekali. Those mind are comes and goes. Dan keinginan untuk diberikan yang terbaik oleh Allah makin kerap aq ucapkan. Bahkan sholat shubuh pun I've cried soooooo hard. It's just like shocked. #please deh.,. Pdhl kan pilihan sendiri yak??? Soooooo sad, happy all gather in my head.
Sad because I had clueless about marriage life and I have to leave my family. It's just like my father doesn't have any responsibilities over me anymore. Happy because I have my own partner in life that I can count on. I have a friend, brother, father, lover in one package. Yes.,. On him. Finally.
Aq percaya jodoh itu dia, setelah aq akhirnya duduk di meja akad nikah, di samping dia. Saat itu aq bilang dalam hati 'ini janji Allah, Dia telah menunjukan yang terbaik buat aq., Insyaallah'. Ijab qabul in one shot. I still remember how hard his voice when he says 'saya terima nikah dan kawinnya Elin .,. Blablaba'., and me?? Aq cuma shahadat, takbir, istighfar, dsb. Just for couraging him.
Only in one minute I turned to be his wife.,. Awww like that title.
This is dedicate to him. Who always been like my friend, my brother, my father, my husband and my lover. There you go. You have complete me.....
